Happily Ever After?

So Jen is in town visiting...

I've been highly stressed out lately--trying to find a new place to live, school, job. I reached my peak last week when we talked on the phone and she asked what would make me happy. I told her all I needed was to see her. And poke her.

So she came up. She's only here for a day (has to go back to work and is heading home for a week's vacation). But I can't help but get all giddy that she came up.

We went out to dinner downtown then back to her hotel for a bottle of wine. Granted we were pretty drunk, but the conversation we were having literally put a smile on my face...and my heart. Wow that sounded gay.

We talked about having kids...I know...that's pretty big. And we talked about where we wanted to live. We talked about our careers, our families--our future. I have a future. And even better, it's with Jen. It's so crazy how everything bad turns good for a few hours. All of a sudden I didn't have a single thing to worry about.

She wants to come back soon. She might even spend Thanksgiving up here...meet the mom. Wowzers.

This is such a boring post. Yet it's so major. I can't even talk right now. Absolutely speechless.





No more other girls. I don't want to play games anymore. I just want Jen.