I have a really really bad problem. When I really like someone...I'm a douchebag. And that is exactly what is going on right now.
I feel so very very bad for Lindsey right now. You can say that we "fight"...a lot. And in public. And in front of our friends. I don't know why I do it. All I can say is that I'm trying to be "cute" but really, I know that she is just getting annoyed.
I apologized to Lindsey after making a d-bag move on Friday. I bought her a card and wrote a cute little note (not cheesy, but not lovey dovey gay). Things were good. Then...I had to open my fucking mouth and say something stupid.
I don't know why I do this! I really like her. But it's hard. My friends say I have trust issues. And although I don't mean to be a cunt, I end up coming off really defensive and a Rude's Chris Steakhouse.
I'm sick of playing this game with her. I really am.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Link up!
I decided yesterday that I want a girlfriend who owns a Nintendo DS so we can be cute and link up in public.
Yup.
Yup.
Monday, March 3, 2008
Yup.
All of my friends call Lindsey "Straight Girl." SG for short.
Haha.
It used to bug me, but now I'm just used to it. Is that bad? It's really funny because if you saw Lindsey you would never think I would like her. We're really different. And she's different from any girl I've liked/dated. I definitely go for witty girls. But Lindsey isn't your typical "witty." She doesn't crack jokes here and there. She's has this way of saying things without knowing how incredibly adorable and funny she's being.
For example...
The other night I had to let her borrow my very old vacuum cleaner. This poor thing barely works. You definitely have to be patient with it. I warned Lindsey about it but I also already knew she would probably get annoyed.
So after a night of drinking she decides to try to use the vacuum. Because it's old and doesn't really work, of course she got frustrated. So she takes two lint cleaners and gets down on all fours and starts "linting" her carpet.
I really wanted to make fun of her but all I can do was smile. So adorable. She makes me smile. In other words...I'm fucked.
Wish me luck.
Haha.
It used to bug me, but now I'm just used to it. Is that bad? It's really funny because if you saw Lindsey you would never think I would like her. We're really different. And she's different from any girl I've liked/dated. I definitely go for witty girls. But Lindsey isn't your typical "witty." She doesn't crack jokes here and there. She's has this way of saying things without knowing how incredibly adorable and funny she's being.
For example...
The other night I had to let her borrow my very old vacuum cleaner. This poor thing barely works. You definitely have to be patient with it. I warned Lindsey about it but I also already knew she would probably get annoyed.
So after a night of drinking she decides to try to use the vacuum. Because it's old and doesn't really work, of course she got frustrated. So she takes two lint cleaners and gets down on all fours and starts "linting" her carpet.
I really wanted to make fun of her but all I can do was smile. So adorable. She makes me smile. In other words...I'm fucked.
Wish me luck.
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